Love Letter

Love Letter.

By: Another

Hey,
It’s been a while since I’ve I wanted to tell you for so long now, but I just know that I can’t tell you anything. Call it fate, fear, ignorance, or anything else, I just know that the “me” I’ve built to this point won’t allow me to tell you. Frankly, it makes me so ridiculously sad I feel so conflicted about it, like there’s something that I can’t accept about leaving you alone. I really just don’t know.
Everyday just becomes a drag. It’s so funny, for the longest time I’ve felt like I could never love another any more- it’s not easy to just stop loving him. I feel responsible I am responsible for all the pain he’s been through, and I can’t just toss it away by loving another. In a a lot of other words, as much as I love you, I can’t do it. I can’t just say I love you, just because there’s just a nightmare of guilt on my shoulders.
You make it just a bit easier for me to keep on moving. And I thank you for that.